Cynthia's Blog

gay

first of all who ever is reading this is gay and should get a fuking life > tell me whats the fuking use of tumblr to read bout other peoples business>? wow gaynees i think that all these fuking sites are useless and who ever has one of these is a fuking reatrd and should jump off a fuking building and cut there veins while there falling > like this website if so fuking pathetic and useless its like a live fuking journal but 50 times gayeer and everybody is fuking gay> so if ur reading this turn off ur fuking computer gat a knife and stab ur self righton ur neck and go get a fuking life > like why the fuk does anyone care how the fuk i spent my fuking day wats the use? right sp pcz am out get a fuking life and get off the computer u fuking low life pieces of shit

                                 love orly

weekend madness.

this weekend has been a long one, on friday i hung out with lali we went to the mall and bought nothing at all except food cause we are poor and ugly. i went to bonsai with lali and got diarrhea and so did she, the sushi in bonsai is nasty like the quality is horrible ahhh i hate it never again! me and lali took a mini roadtrip and then headed home where i waited for orly and we watched a horrible movie called the pledge. on saturday i got woken up by orly 3 times so then i went to his house and spent time with him and then he took me to smoothie king i came back home and got ready for my cousins birthday party where i took care of hannah i love her soooo much! after the party i went to the hospital to pick up orly where he found out that his cough was cause of smoking, me and orly went to the movies to meet up with lali and birdnest but werent able to cause orly forgot to cash his check. he then bought me bagel bites so we had a movie night at his house and i ate 9 bagel bites like a fat bitch ahhh i love my boyfriend for making me fat! today is sunday which i hate even though i dont have school or work tomorrow but my mom made me clean my room so it pretty much sucks i’m waiting for lali to call me so we could do something and then i’ll go visit my sick boyfriend.

so i have been lost in my little world of stress, anxiety, and panic! today i made a decision that will hopefully turn out to be a good one cause that will be amazing. i’ve been tanning like everyday and i see no change FML! everything has been going pretty good except for some stupid blonde pregnant bitch that has world war 3 comming her way ahhhh i cant wait! so today i cleaned my car after not cleaning it for like 4 months and i did a horrible job w/e care a lot! me lauren and raquel drank smoothies while watching obessed which was pretty good. this weekend will be a good one cause hopefully i end up going to fuerza bruta for the second time with my pio. i cant wait till karaoke night tomorrow yayyyy!

WOW

this is insane i just noticed that in my last two post i talk about working out and about my bathing suit wow i’m so pathetic! FML

FML

so tomorrow i need to say a speech which is going to be graded and which i’m going to get a bad grade cause mine sucks and its only 2 mins when its really suppose to be 3-5 mins w/e care alot. today i bought a bathing suit which is gorgeous its my motivation to work out, i need to get a flat stomach and a bulit ass cause i’m fat and super flabby. this weekend went by super fast and it was super stressing ahhh i hate stress and anxiety, i have come to think that i need to see a psychologist cause i truly think i’m going crazy with my anxiety, stress, and panic attacks.

guess who’s back…

wow i havent written on this shit in like forever, i’ve been really busy and stressed out cause my life is super fucking complicated! college is driving me crazy and i hate it i really do! i have a favorite saying now “fuck my life” i even got my cousin to say it as well. i’ve been having really bad anxiety attacks for the past week and i’ve been having really bad stomach problems, i need to see a doctor asap! i just got home from mdc and paid for my fall classes ahhhhh i don’t wanna go to school no more why can’t i just win the lottery!

i woke up a while ago and i tried to do my homework but i couldn’t due to the fact that i went back to bed with my little doggy! i’m currently waiting for my mom to pick me up so i could go to the dentist yuck! goodbye!

what a night!

so last night i picked up raquel with my cousin then raquel did my hair cause thats her slave work lol jk bitch! we talked mad shit like we always do care alot about other people’s feelings. then my boyfriend picked us up and we went to his house, i wore my hoodie the whole night cause i was feeling like a thug actually it was so my hair won’t frizz up lol. raquel and me went our seperate ways cause she went to roly’s room and me to orly’s how sad. so me and my boyfriend watched a movie where jessica biel is a stripper it was good but really sad cause i cried while my boyfriend was laughing. me and him had a great time last night cause we did something that we hadn’t done in a long time which is “spending time together talking and laughing”. at 1:30am i went home cause i was dead tired but then at 2:30am i had to get up and drive my cousin’s friend home cause my cousin couldn’t drive due to how drunk she was lol she’s soooooo annoying when drunk! i got home with my cousin and her throwing up was like music to my ears NOT!!

roly i think u just made me piss in my pants with the bum story omg lmfao how fucking nasty what is the world comming to!

rainy day…

so i just woke up from my awesome sleep because my cousins dont stop calling or texting me, i ate a bagel with cream cheese that i’m getting sick of eating the same thing every fucking morning! my mom is being extra annoying today about me doing something aound the house isnt it enough that i’m taking care of my fucking brother which i wanna beat up. i hope my boyfriend decides to go watch transformers today cause i’m dieing to watch it. so now i’m left with nothing to do but clean my house or wash clothes yuck!

R.I.P. Micheal Jackson P.S. you were awesome

06/25/09

today i woke up at 6:30am and picked my boyfriend up so we could go to school together, i read my first speech in front of the class super embrassing ahhh! during my break i met up with my boyfriend and roly which was a pretty amusing encounter. when i got home from school my little brother had left to his friend’s house which meant that i could sleep and so i did, i then woke up and ate mcdonalds (gross). i picked my little brother up and then i got picked up by roly and my boyfriend we then picked up raquel and headed out to yanely’s house cause it was her bday. at yanely’s house we watched her wedding video and ate banana cake. i’m now home after dancing to lil wayne with my peeps while being stuck in traffic at 11:30 at night super annoying. night night bitches!

roly loves me!